-Sigh-
October 29, 2010
"Kim doesn't need to wear a costume for Halloween!"
"No, she needs a mask to hide that ugly ass face."
I was picked on so many times today... The above is just an example of what I had to deal with... I thought today would be fun- I mean, it's the last school day before Halloween.. I started listing everything people would say about me... I didn't even know who the heck these people were. It always seems to be random people every time... like a few days ago, some boy I don't believe I've ever met before started chasing me when I was on my own out on the track, screaming insults and moronic noises...
I don't understand the pleasure people get out of picking on others... I've been given the explanation that they're just treating others the way they've been treated or something along those lines-- I've been picked on so much it's not even funny, and I've never felt the urge to bully anyone... I don't even fight back or defend myself. And I know not all of these people lead miserable lives...
It hurts so much... I try to hide my pain and ignore these people, but... just... why don't these people have some empathy? Don't they ever stop and think what they'd feel like if people were saying these things toward them? All of this has really affected my personality offline... I'm as antisocial as they get... I've been picked on so many times, by so many people... it feels like there are next to none good people in the world. I've even been bullied by my gym teacher... A TEACHER. That's just not right!
On the subject of teachers, the adults who run the school seem to do nothing about the people who pick on me... as I've said so many times, on the last day of sixth grade, a girl tried to murder me by shoving me down the stairs... one of my few friends jumped in front of me, and prevented me from falling too far, but when I reported to the teachers about what happened, that particular girl did not get punished in the slightest bit, due to the fact that they had no 'proof', even though there were a number of witnesses. Then they go around blabbing about all this anti-bullying crud. If you're going to make such a big deal out of that, at least follow through, seriously...
And wasn't this week respect week or something? I can't remember, but I didn't receive any respect in the slightest bit during the course of the week...
"No, she needs a mask to hide that ugly ass face."
I was picked on so many times today... The above is just an example of what I had to deal with... I thought today would be fun- I mean, it's the last school day before Halloween.. I started listing everything people would say about me... I didn't even know who the heck these people were. It always seems to be random people every time... like a few days ago, some boy I don't believe I've ever met before started chasing me when I was on my own out on the track, screaming insults and moronic noises...
I don't understand the pleasure people get out of picking on others... I've been given the explanation that they're just treating others the way they've been treated or something along those lines-- I've been picked on so much it's not even funny, and I've never felt the urge to bully anyone... I don't even fight back or defend myself. And I know not all of these people lead miserable lives...
It hurts so much... I try to hide my pain and ignore these people, but... just... why don't these people have some empathy? Don't they ever stop and think what they'd feel like if people were saying these things toward them? All of this has really affected my personality offline... I'm as antisocial as they get... I've been picked on so many times, by so many people... it feels like there are next to none good people in the world. I've even been bullied by my gym teacher... A TEACHER. That's just not right!
On the subject of teachers, the adults who run the school seem to do nothing about the people who pick on me... as I've said so many times, on the last day of sixth grade, a girl tried to murder me by shoving me down the stairs... one of my few friends jumped in front of me, and prevented me from falling too far, but when I reported to the teachers about what happened, that particular girl did not get punished in the slightest bit, due to the fact that they had no 'proof', even though there were a number of witnesses. Then they go around blabbing about all this anti-bullying crud. If you're going to make such a big deal out of that, at least follow through, seriously...
And wasn't this week respect week or something? I can't remember, but I didn't receive any respect in the slightest bit during the course of the week...
Posted by The Muffin Lucario. Posted In : Life
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