It Takes Guts
February 16, 2011
(If you're wondering why I took out the heart, it was because it was annoying me. See, here it is, ♥)
I... can't believe I'm writing this. I must be insane to be typing this to the public, but I really want to get it out of my system. But first and foremost, I cannot stress this enough: I am NOT a creeper, stalker, pervert, or anything else you might think I may be after reading this post. You've all heard my voice-- I am a thirteen year old girl (with a weird voice =P), and nothing more. I should hope no one thinks I'm a stalker after voice chatting and Youtube and seeing my real friends and everything. I mean, it's possible for someone (who is very obsessed) to pull this off, but what are the chances of some creeper targeting a boy on a kids' message board about books about cats?
Okay... *deep breath* Leafy... I... I like you. I've never met you, and I've never seen what you look like, but that doesn't matter. Your personality is what shines to me. I don't care if you're the ugliest guy alive. From what you have shown me, you are a great person, and that's all that counts.
I don't care if you like me back or not. It's pretty unlikely. For all I know, you could have a girlfriend or crush or whatever in real life. Or you might think that liking someone hundreds of miles away is unrealistic. Or you just aren't ready to like someone. Or you think it's creepy. Or whatever. But I just want to let you know how I feel. In real life, no guy would ever even consider liking me. They never look past my appearance. It makes me feel... happy to think that I like someone, even if it's over the internet.
Of course, I'm ignoring the fact that there's a chance that you're a creeper. Or possibly a Cricketwing-- a girl only pretending to be a guy. But Leafy, I believe you. And I hope to Arceus you believe me too. From what you have told me, you are between the ages of 10 and 16; that either makes you at most three years older, or three years younger than me, and that's fine. I don't want to be telling a 7 year old that I like him, that'd be... creepy.
But regardless of age, there's another problem... I live in New York, you live Arceus knows where. I obviously won't be seeing you anytime soon. But a few days ago, my mom found out that you were sending me that Valentine on Neopets, even if it was only to get me the site theme I wanted. She was like, "Aww, Kim has a boyfriend~" and she went on about how relationships that start online can work out. She obviously means when we're adults. That'd be creepy if we went out to meet each other at this age. Really, really creepy. And a seriously bad idea... But if it came to that point, when we're grown up and ready to move out... if we were still in touch, then just maybe...
Of course things and people change. We might all move on from Sakimi, and get on with our lives. I really hope this doesn't happen anytime soon, but it's inevitable that people will leave sometime in the future. Maybe you'll meet a girl in real life (if you haven't already) who you really like, or maybe fate will bring me to a nice guy who doesn't judge by appearance... okay, that probably won't happen.
I'm really, really sorry if this made you feel uncomfortable. Seriously. I felt awkward while writing this, and I'm scared that you'll think I'm a creeper, even though I've tried to make it obvious that I'm not. My worst fear is that you'll be freaked out, and leave Sakimi... that would just ruin everything, even if you don't like me back.
-Sigh- I just needed to get that out. Thanks.
I... can't believe I'm writing this. I must be insane to be typing this to the public, but I really want to get it out of my system. But first and foremost, I cannot stress this enough: I am NOT a creeper, stalker, pervert, or anything else you might think I may be after reading this post. You've all heard my voice-- I am a thirteen year old girl (with a weird voice =P), and nothing more. I should hope no one thinks I'm a stalker after voice chatting and Youtube and seeing my real friends and everything. I mean, it's possible for someone (who is very obsessed) to pull this off, but what are the chances of some creeper targeting a boy on a kids' message board about books about cats?
Okay... *deep breath* Leafy... I... I like you. I've never met you, and I've never seen what you look like, but that doesn't matter. Your personality is what shines to me. I don't care if you're the ugliest guy alive. From what you have shown me, you are a great person, and that's all that counts.
I don't care if you like me back or not. It's pretty unlikely. For all I know, you could have a girlfriend or crush or whatever in real life. Or you might think that liking someone hundreds of miles away is unrealistic. Or you just aren't ready to like someone. Or you think it's creepy. Or whatever. But I just want to let you know how I feel. In real life, no guy would ever even consider liking me. They never look past my appearance. It makes me feel... happy to think that I like someone, even if it's over the internet.
Of course, I'm ignoring the fact that there's a chance that you're a creeper. Or possibly a Cricketwing-- a girl only pretending to be a guy. But Leafy, I believe you. And I hope to Arceus you believe me too. From what you have told me, you are between the ages of 10 and 16; that either makes you at most three years older, or three years younger than me, and that's fine. I don't want to be telling a 7 year old that I like him, that'd be... creepy.
But regardless of age, there's another problem... I live in New York, you live Arceus knows where. I obviously won't be seeing you anytime soon. But a few days ago, my mom found out that you were sending me that Valentine on Neopets, even if it was only to get me the site theme I wanted. She was like, "Aww, Kim has a boyfriend~" and she went on about how relationships that start online can work out. She obviously means when we're adults. That'd be creepy if we went out to meet each other at this age. Really, really creepy. And a seriously bad idea... But if it came to that point, when we're grown up and ready to move out... if we were still in touch, then just maybe...
Of course things and people change. We might all move on from Sakimi, and get on with our lives. I really hope this doesn't happen anytime soon, but it's inevitable that people will leave sometime in the future. Maybe you'll meet a girl in real life (if you haven't already) who you really like, or maybe fate will bring me to a nice guy who doesn't judge by appearance... okay, that probably won't happen.
I'm really, really sorry if this made you feel uncomfortable. Seriously. I felt awkward while writing this, and I'm scared that you'll think I'm a creeper, even though I've tried to make it obvious that I'm not. My worst fear is that you'll be freaked out, and leave Sakimi... that would just ruin everything, even if you don't like me back.
-Sigh- I just needed to get that out. Thanks.
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